Sky Of Possibilities

2010-06-01T03:39:00.000-07:00

Its been a month since i started school. Happy sia, made a lot of new friends, new clique and new life. Grades also not bad, not going up nor going down...haha!

But im starting to find that i am losing my old friends...even those that are close to me like family in the past...i always thought that our bonds are thick like blood, that nothing can break us apart, that we will always stay together, supporting and be there for one another...but now i found out that this bond is actually fragile like glass..What happen to all those oath and friendship msgs that we sent to each and everyone?! Are they just sent for the sake of sending? Everyone is like so different now..got their new friends, new clique also but to extend of forgetting the old ones? Treating one another so coldly to the verge of nearing strangers? How the hell u all forget those times that we have spent together so easily? Yes, i know that ppl shouldnt live in the past, ppl changes with new friends and surrounding, must look towards the future blah blah blah. But arent we more closer than just normal friends? Will we pass each another one day without even saying a word of "Hi"? I guess i should start planning a day where everyone hangs out together. But will everyone truly enjoy from the bottom of their heart? Will we even laugh like we used to? Carefree and true? I dont even know anymore. I have no idea what to do?

2010-05-24T03:38:00.000-07:00

Stupid sickness cause me not able to go to school today...and whats worse is, today got 2 test!!!! Argh!!! Hope i wont miss anything out.

We were close at first, but now that u know new ppl, we seldom contact anymore. Kinda sad but well, life still have to goes on i guess. Its part of a process called "growing up"?

2010-04-30T06:22:00.001-07:00

Finally home from camp!!! But feel so sad that it ended...the OGLs and my classmates along with my lecturer were simply awesome!!! Reach Singapore Discovery Centre around 7plus in the morning ytd, at first feel that the camp suck, until slowly the day brighten, and classmates started showing up, only 14 turned up == but oh well, we made the best out of it!!

First day, do tons and tons of screaming with the whole class, did lots of cheers, alot of stupid stuns and ya, being a joker of the class! XD

Afternoon, we played game that were organize for us, my class scored full points!!!! We played so many weird games but all were so fun!! Got one game is we form a circle and walk around while throwing a ball, at the same time u threw the ball, u must say out ur interest and we all must do actions of the interest the person say as we catch the ball, eg if a person say jogging, we must jog on the spot, lol i purposely said "push-up" as my interest and all of them suffer!! including my lecturer which is a 50 plus old woman!! wahahah i so evil xD

Night time was the best!!! Shower!!! Wow!!! so refreshing! And i did an indian dance?! LOL so fun!! the whole school were all very cooperative at the camp unlike first day of school, all of us had a wild and crazy time dancing indian dance xD coz all guys must dance with a girl~~ ^^

2nd day was tiring, PT at morning 5 plus @.@ thought i quit NCC i wouldnt need to do PT again...Well it was simple and afternoon we had to come up with a cheer for the parents. I made up a cheer and a dance!!! so awesome!! coz the dance was so stupid that the whole class laugh till cry xD the dance was super ah gua!! and well, all of us had to do it!!

Night time, we present our cheer on stage, all parents and ppl there were all laughing at us xD nevertheless we had a great time and of coz, we won thx to my leading!! Chey!!

I never regretted going for the camp. Now, HOME SWEET HOME!!!

2010-04-28T00:14:00.000-07:00

In school's com lab, so boring. Stupid relieved teacher so slow so all of us using com for entertainment. But so boring la!!! School com so lousy, nothing to do de ==

Wow a random girl/woman who stopped me from going home 4 days ago to help her with survey is asking me to meet her next thursday to help her with some info?! Wth?! Oh well, she going to treat me so i guess i can save on dinner money!! Yay ^^

2010-04-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

Now in school's com lab blogging. So damn bored!! Teacher never do anything, i'm starting to prefer life in secondary school, though tiring but at least ITS NOT SO GOD DAMN BORING!!!!

2010-04-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

Went to kbox with joel, chloe,eunice and one of eunice friend(dunno how to spell her name) anyway reach amk hub around 1 plus? Met joel and went to eat lunch. After that met up with the girls and went to kbox.

The whole time in there was like a war zone!!! I was like a Nut-Shooting Target Practice T.T those evil girls just keep bombarding me with NUTS!!! WTH?!?! Then they mix my fruit punch with nuts...Taste normal until a nut suddenly get suck up into ur mouth...bleah...Somehow everytime i returned from the toilet, my stuff would just keep going missing!! Obvious who the culprit but just cant find my stuff since all the stuff lost are all black in colour! Screw myself lol

Around 7 plus, eunice and her friend went home first, leaving me joel and chloe in there. Poor joel had to run to DBS bank to deposit money to pay for the bill. Coz got 10% discount~~

After 8, we all went home ^^ Tiring day
New skills acquire today: Dodging nuts while singing!!!

2010-04-23T05:15:00.000-07:00

Screw my cca!!!! First day go there already so hardcore, becoz of that, my right-hand no strength le. NOW I CANT DO MY MOUNTAINS OF HOMEWORK!!!! zzz !@#$%!@#

Oh well, at least it was fun anyway. School is starting to get interesting as each day passes. LOL and at the same time, more homework as each day passes too..T.T

2010-04-22T03:23:00.000-07:00

Nowadays suddenly feel that i'm so hardworking, maybe its because of the ppl around me. Anw, school started for like....1 week already? Well it was fun, knowing new ppl, learning stupid POA!!!! *pui* and "starting a new life". Might have lost a few old friends but its ok, life still must goes on.

Stupid unifrom of mine, so god damn formal!!! Must wear tie, long sleeve and wear leather shoe. WTH is this?!?! And i need to go all the way to clementi in that outfit?! Screw that!!!

So many homework, so little time T.T cant even go out with friends anymore, well at least not that often anymore... School camp coming soon, looking forward to that!! =]

2010-04-13T06:05:00.000-07:00

Wow so long since i last blog. Ytd was the start of school, new life, new friends and new learning places. Damn tired, sweating all day, reach home fall asleep le. Quite awkward at first, not knowing anyone. Some seems fierce while others are shy.

Today, make quite a number of friends, got girls and also guys. Got their numbers and chatted awhile =] Argh i wan start lesson fast la!!!

2010-02-16T10:36:00.000-08:00

Today went out with xueyan mei, joel and hong xian to orchard there watch movie =]

Bought a Tom and Jerry keychain for myself and mei xD cute la!!
Want to know more and see more? Go to Xueyan Mei's blog and see xD just search under my links and click =]

2010-02-15T09:12:00.000-08:00

Today was such a tiring day, went to mom's friends house to get ang bao with joel. Didnt really accumulated much but well, it was worth while. After that went to joel house to play mahjong with him, larhvin and tofu. Didnt win but most importantly is never lose any money also!!! ^^ then later joel mom and sis took me and larhvin's place then they bet till big big @.@ sadly joel sis lost alot while he gain 20 bucks xD reach home around 12 plus and now blogging =]

Tml going out again with friends yay!! ^^

2010-02-11T04:14:00.000-08:00

So long since i last posted xD Been busy lately with work =] Worked for 3 days now waiting for pay only woo!!!

Day passes by so boring...good thing got sotong and my friends to pei me chit chat and play game, if not i would have died of boredom xD

Today went out shopping with mom(kena drag out de) but oh well, ended up she never bought anything, but i bought alot of my stuff xD cool thing is, i dont need to spent a single cent hoho

After that around 4 plus, meet stupidmei and joel in NP. Pei her walk around shopping, as usual la, we all crazy crazy de, all laugh so hard and loud. Then met larhvin emo-ing in NP also xD After that went to yishun mac slack,then now home le. Tuesday going out again with stupidmei and the rest ^^ cant wait =]

Btw Happy Chinese New Year to all

2010-01-20T01:23:00.001-08:00

Woke up so late today X.X and got sore-throat too..Ytd went out with hx and ky to play game. Quite fun ba, making alot of noises. After that we all went to have dinner, chit chat awhile then went home le.

Starting to lost interest in many things le. Both people and objects. People, well dont really bother coz they never contact much with me anyway. Objects,hmm no comments about that xD
I've learn that the best way to keep going is to ignore everything. Cast aside everything and just live life the way u want it. Thats the best.

I just hope that some people could reflect on what they had done and next time, THINK before u said anything == and consider about other people's feelings == if not, just bloody shut up and GTFO of my life.

2010-01-07T10:08:00.001-08:00

Finally back from the chalet, feels like i got hit by something, damn tired after i got home. This past 4 days was fun, very fun, feels like living together under one roof with friends,literally. Oh and joel, thx for cooking for us, especially me(asking for alot) xD. If not for u, i think there wont be any midnight snacks =X

And ky, thx for inviting all of us =] and the entertainment u brought there. Lets see,hmm..first day was quite boring coz jia wei and hong xian not joining us yet. Meet up with ky's family with joel at around 6 and we took their car to the chalet. On the way i fell asleep inside the car so i dont really know what happened around me. Reached the place at around 730-8? Feel so awkward when ky's member kept coming one after another, but they were all very friendly ppl =D Me and joel just simply slack while they cook xD After dinner, we played monopoly with ky, his sis and his cousins. Had alot of fun, lots of laughter but too bad they cant stay for the night. After they left, the 3 of us played till all the way to 5am in the morning xD before we went to bed. Bed-time was a nightmare!!! Joel and me were half-naked and he hugged me while sleeping T.T pity me uh

Next day,morning went to played pool and bowling with joel and ky. I was slacking while they cook for me =X muhahaa authority of boss =X around evening we went to pick hong xian and jia wei up from the mrt station. Played monopoly AGAIN!!! and well this time, i lost badly T.T stupid jia wei, shouldnt have helped u. Bed time was awesome!!! Pillow fight, crazy talk, etc...went a little overboard and ya, accidentally hurt joel, hope he's alright with his head and his hand..sorry laopa...

Ytd day at the chalet, woke up with body aching all over..went for sauna and swimming, haha we keep doing all sorts of stupid things when we all get together xD jumping into pool, drowning one another and lots. Good thing the lifeguard dont even give a damn =] Next we go for pool and bowling again!!! Get some supplies from the weird uncle who keep advertising on his products ==
Night time, cooking leave to joel, ky get the barbecue ready, hong xian wash dishes, jia wei mop the floor while me, start the fire which took like 15-20 mins!!! WTH?!?! After dinner, all slack and played mahjong!!! ^^ took bag joel had to leave at night, so midnight snacks was leave to me, "Instant Noodle Cooking Master" xD

Today morning, we all packed our stuff and ready to checked out le. If only there is more ppl to join us, i'm sure it will be hell of a time xD well that chance will come one day, i suppose =]

2009-12-28T20:12:00.000-08:00

Finally can use the com all thx to joel passing me a new screen for my com =X thx alot laopa ^^

Been doing alot of soul-searching lately and i realise that alot of us have changed tremendously during these past months/years. Some are not as cheerful and lively as before, some starts to take relationship to a whole new level, while some are just simply too dense to still know whats going on around them...

Maybe its due to the chains of events that happened around us? Or is it because of people that we really cared about? Beautiful memories of the past..maybe it's just impossible to relive those times again...afterall, nothing will ever be the same...

*Sigh* oh and joel, regarding the things that we shared that night, i think its best to keep it to ourselves rather have anyone worrying about it. I just feel like changes should be made from now on..not just to the things around me, but myself too..be it good or bad, heh let's just live that to the future =]

Looking forward to the b'dae party on the 31 dec ><>

2009-12-18T15:16:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!! Wow its been nearly a month since i last blog. Been kinda busy/lazy so never really bother i guess. Only thing that is active is my tagboard i see lol!

Anw,been stuck at home for this few weeks is killing. Wish i can go out T.T
Damn i need a job badly, bo $$$ liao....argh and christmas is coming!!! Speaking of christmas, i wish all of u an early Merry Christmas =]

Well nothing much to blog le, never been going out lately =( Just wait till 23rd of dec ;)

Tc every1 ^^

2009-11-13T05:14:00.000-08:00

Phew, today is a tiring day, woke up early in the morning at 8, preparing to go Escape Theme Park with Ky, Joel laopa, Hong Xian laopa, Jia Wei, Ish, Eunice and their friend(dunno how to spell her name ><). After meeting everyone at Northpoint, we took a bus that went supposely should went to Downtown East. When we were reaching soon, we got info that Escape Theme Park is closed.

Wasted alot of time walking around under the burning sun...No life xD Then the girls decided to go Wild Wild Wet instead, so we guys, went to Kbox coz we dont have our swimming trunks?! All of us were shouting instead of singing lol.

Later the girls come joined us and instead of singing, the room turned into a war zone where they start throwing food at us?! WTH?! Waste food ><

After singing we walk around Downtown East before going home. Evil girls and laoma, keep stepping on me and my laopa legs ><>

But anyway it was fun though tiring >< again ="]

2009-11-08T02:39:00.000-08:00

Argh damn seriously nothing for me to post about xD Life is sooooo damn boring T.T
But if i dont post something, my nuer and stupid laoma wont stop pestering me ><

Short post as nothing to post about xD

Oh btw congrats Joel, u've done it ;) if u are a blockhead and really dunno what i'm refering about, i'll tell u next time =]

2009-10-29T09:51:00.000-07:00

Today so tired, wake up early in the morning, study awhile then afternoon went out le. All the way till 7 plus then came home??!! After that chat with Aunty Banana and Joel laopa on the phone for awhile. Was a bit moody though so never talk much till later ><

Well at least now everything seem more clear to me now...Maybe this is for the best though, so i guess i no need to do much anymore?? Good that "its" decreasing as day pass by i guess?? Hope so....

Only 4 more papers left then O level end le!!! RAWR!!!! Can't wait coz after O level, going to have lots of outing with Vongola ^^ Lets all get high and wild together guys ^^ and of coz not forgetting u luh piggy ;)

Tml's going to be another great day coz going out again??!! xD

Well thats all ba, nights ppl!!!

2009-10-27T20:17:00.000-07:00

Lol so long since i last posted anything xD O level just started and here i am wishing it to end fast xD

Ytd's Math paper 1 was quite easy!! So glad that those that i studied actually came out woohoo!!! Free marks =D

This few days seems so weird, everyday pass by like a dream to me. Its like i'm in a deep sleep not yet awake. Everything around me just seem so....abnormal....everything changes....ppl i know are not what they used to be anymore ( i know some ppl will tell me that "people changes" i know i know ) but they just changed too fast...

Cant wait for thursday and friday ;)

2009-10-16T04:43:00.000-07:00

Woo!! Today's graduation day is so BORING!!! >.> i was practically sleeping during all the talks. But at least some video they showed us is inspiring and touching xD

Went to play basketball with hx,ky and jiawei. Played awhile then some people from our school came..dont't really know them well but they're hx and jiawei's friends so i just keep quiet while they play chess.

The feelings just won't go away!!! I know its hopeless but i just can't let go...pathetic huh...What to do...hais...

O level is coming soon!!! Damn got to work extra harder than before @.@

2009-10-14T02:15:00.000-07:00

Seems like my friendship with ky is getting weaker as days passed by...is it like he said, i'm really gof?? Or is it becoz he's getting more and more sensitive?? Hais..what i do know is that our friendship is never like the past, where it can withstand anything...>.>

I don't even know whether is it worth it, not like feelings will change just becoz someone did alot,right??

Somehow i'm getting more and more reckless these days...is it becoz of her?? Seems like me and ky are quarrelling more than usual, each getting more serious everytime...today had to even trouble hx and mei to help >.>

Besides all these happening, nothing interesting happened in school...hais...life sure is boring T.T

2009-10-05T22:15:00.000-07:00

Hais although did went out, but doesn't feel as happy as always...everyone seem to be so sad and depressed except me and bimbo...

Watched a boring movie "Surrogates" maybe its because everyone is sad, thats why no mood to watch the movie...Hope all will cheer up and be like their usual self soon...

Seems like i'm the only one that is not depressed?! Lousy leader i am huh, not able to help them in anything...>.>

No mood to blog much today le, nights ppl

2009-10-03T02:46:00.000-07:00

Fun day with Laopa,Ish and Eunice today!!! Went to Bishan Active Park to watch their performance regarding recycling( i think ). So funny la!! Some Mother Nature thingy in their performance. Can't really hear properly since me and Laopa were just watching and listening from afar. Funny performance they did xD but yeah can see they put lots of efforts into it ;)

After that went back to J8 to watch movie "Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs". Ky seem so moody today but i guess can't blame him, mid-autumn and yet he can't find anyone to go out with today..sorry that i can't accompany you too ><

Went around J8 shopping and playing around in shops with Laopa, Ish and Eunice. We were the ones paying for everything?! LOL the "hole" in our wallets are getting bigger le but at least its fun and worthy ^^

Ish and Eunice damn ass la!! Keep stepping on my foot while Ish keep hitting my head with whatever she's holding?! @.@ mess around in lots of shops, playing and trying out lots of stuffs. Many staff members were staring at us but its fun so we don't care??!! =X

The movie was.....quite BORING!! Half the time we were just throwing popcorns at one another during the movie. Both the girls were rushing for time and they said they were tired already when the movie just started for about.....30 mins?! After movie finish Ish had to go for her piano lesson while Eunice had to rush home. So me and Laopa just went home on our own.

Fun day though a little expensive xD Hope KY will cheer up soon ba. And KY, i'm sure she's not using u de la, at least she trust u so much that she's willingly to confide to u about her problems, so think positively ^^

2009-10-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

Today everyone damn high la. So long since we last went wild together though not as wild as we did last time when we had sleep-overs in joel's house. Again went to safra but this time not only play com, but also play pool though i watched only. They did invite me to play but i refuse, sorry guys!!!

Damn pervert Shang Yun today look into my pants while having P.E!!! That !@#$% still keep laugh about it la!!! Walao see a guy's underwear so high meh??!! Freaky...i attract guys??!! Hope not!!!

She called me today but i think i've utter some harsh words to her...regretted saying those things. SOrry!!! Hope u forgive me ><

Went to eat at coffee-shop with my 2 laopas( Hong Xian & Joel ) don't know its us eating dinner or am i the one feeding the mosquitoes there O.o c'mon la stupid blind mosquitoes, i'm so god damn skinny already, low on blood still suck mine, suck joel's la!!! More tasty blood there == (I never taste before don't misunderstand)

Rush home becoz joel's late and his mom waiting under my block, after he went, my turn to be scolded by my mom == wth la just becoz i came home never call her, my phone had to be confiscated 3 days == made such a huge fuss about it zzz. Good thing joel, hx and ky helped me therefore i got it back =3

Thats all for today, very tired after a whole day of playing. Nights ppl

2009-09-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

School is so boring to me though "O" level is coming soon, hais...still a slacker...damn what to do??!! At least i've finally done something right today, by making the bond between me,ky,hx and joel thick like before again. This time was better becoz last time when me,hx and joel used to hang out, there weren't ky so now finally able to drag all of us closer again. Damn happy la, this few days we're like drifting apart becoz of me...(sad to say, lousy leader) good thing i did some reflections during english class(ignoring lessons as usual), even went so far as doing a mind-map for it!!! (if only studies can be as hardworking LOL!!!!)

Good thing even ky now starts hanging out with us already. Went to play CS with them haha i own la!!! Though all of them did too ^^ finally i'm starting to make my life better huh?? Hope so, afterall destiny is in our hand, not happy with it?? Change it with our own two hands instead of whining and crying over it ==

Hais...every word u said is always like arrows fire straight through my heart...it hurts...i'll be lying is i said i'm not sad or i don't care, but the world won't allow me to whine for all my life...life still have to go on, might as well live happily and treasure every moment with everyone while i'm still alive and kicking =3 i promise myself and ky(well practically just myself) that i have to change, change back to the old me where its more positive and cheerful. Well today i did that =] it feels great, body feels light.

I guess the greatest achievement i've made in my life is that i've met a bunch of really great, GREAT friends. They stood by me when i'm at my lowest, we've shared lots of pain and laughter together. The bond is just so thick that i can't imagine what my life will be if i never met them at all...i really can't imagine that happening nor do i wish for that to happen..i'm glad i establish a "family" that will shared secrets with one another. Don't need to rush, even a little is great!! At least it will made us closer to one another =]

Well pretty much crap for today coz boring day in school la!!!! Besides black out twice, nothing interesting happened at all!!! If only something can happen, even small things like someone faint i also happy liao. LOL sadist? i know =X tml probably will have to go detention coz never go math remedial today...haix nvm tml ask friend help me make parent letter then give teacher can liao hoho~~
Thats all for today ba, nights ppl!!!

2009-09-29T13:54:00.000-07:00

Boring day in school T.T don't know why but ky today seem a bit moody, wonder what had happened to him...maybe its becoz of what i've done...hope not ><

How i wish i can cure this problem of mine....why am i always thinking so much?? Futhermore its always on the negative side...if only i can looked at the positive side of life and only the positive side *sigh*

A friend of mine gave me an advice today, "Never made somebody your everything, cause when they're gone, you're left with nothing" Makes alot of sense, too bad i never found out earlier...

I know that the past is nothing but mere beautiful memories and that we shouldn't live in the past but move towards the future...but sometimes, i just can't help but feel that my life in the past was way better...

Nowadays everyone seem to be so distant from one another...its like we're all cautious of one another even though we're friends, family or even closer than that...wonder what went wrong...what can i do to prevent that from happening...can anyone teach/tell me what should i do???? 10 years down the road are we still be able to even be friends...i don't wanna imagine about that...
What should i do if 10 years down the road and we all become strangers??? I really hope that day will never come

2009-09-27T08:35:00.001-07:00

What a boring Sunday today was T.T
Nothing interesting at all except when i went out to help my mom "dabao"(AGAIN) saw a cute little dog that follow me all the way to the coffeeshop then back to my house LOL damn kawaii~
Was quite happy today actually, talked with friends and especially someone in particular. Though its quite obvious is who la haha!!
Learn a very interesting and meaningful sentence today, "Only the one that you love the most, has the ability to hurt you the deepest" So true la, experience it more than just once @.@
Besides that, pratically slept the whole day away X.X till girl girl(my dog) bite my pants and woke me up
Looking forward to tml becoz might be going out with laopa and that stupid bimbo =]
Nights ppl, gtg sleep liao

Outing of Laopa And Son

2009-09-25T10:34:00.000-07:00

Today was quite a joyful day.
Woke up with a nightmare, wonderful...
Use com while hoping that someone in particular would contact me but sadly didn't. Then waited for Laopa(Joel) to come my house and we went to Sembawang Park.
Wasted 55cents in the bus because before we even reach Sembawang, my stupid mei msg me asking us to meet her. Stupid mei aka xueyan lol!!!
She damn fun to tease la. Uber gong and sotong de. U guys should try it sometime =p
Walk around with her in northpoint, was fun joking with her and laopa especially when we're at Old Chang Kee. Laopa damn ass la, go make fun of mei and the aunties selling food at Old Chang Kee BUT!!! it was fun xD
After sending mei off at the bus interchange, we move on to Sembawang Park again.
The road there was long,LONG!!! But we damn high la, singing our hearts out while WALKING THERE!!!
Reach the park around evening, went to the beach to take pic of sunset but too bad, too many ships were blocking !@#$%
The park were said to be hunted, but yet we saw nothing of supernatural things...what a letdown T.T
Well rest of the day just took bus home and now blogging ba