School is so boring to me though "O" level is coming soon, hais...still a slacker...damn what to do??!! At least i've finally done something right today, by making the bond between me,ky,hx and joel thick like before again. This time was better becoz last time when me,hx and joel used to hang out, there weren't ky so now finally able to drag all of us closer again. Damn happy la, this few days we're like drifting apart becoz of me...(sad to say, lousy leader) good thing i did some reflections during english class(ignoring lessons as usual), even went so far as doing a mind-map for it!!! (if only studies can be as hardworking LOL!!!!)
Good thing even ky now starts hanging out with us already. Went to play CS with them haha i own la!!! Though all of them did too ^^ finally i'm starting to make my life better huh?? Hope so, afterall destiny is in our hand, not happy with it?? Change it with our own two hands instead of whining and crying over it ==
Hais...every word u said is always like arrows fire straight through my heart...it hurts...i'll be lying is i said i'm not sad or i don't care, but the world won't allow me to whine for all my life...life still have to go on, might as well live happily and treasure every moment with everyone while i'm still alive and kicking =3 i promise myself and ky(well practically just myself) that i have to change, change back to the old me where its more positive and cheerful. Well today i did that =] it feels great, body feels light.
I guess the greatest achievement i've made in my life is that i've met a bunch of really great, GREAT friends. They stood by me when i'm at my lowest, we've shared lots of pain and laughter together. The bond is just so thick that i can't imagine what my life will be if i never met them at all...i really can't imagine that happening nor do i wish for that to happen..i'm glad i establish a "family" that will shared secrets with one another. Don't need to rush, even a little is great!! At least it will made us closer to one another =]
Well pretty much crap for today coz boring day in school la!!!! Besides black out twice, nothing interesting happened at all!!! If only something can happen, even small things like someone faint i also happy liao. LOL sadist? i know =X tml probably will have to go detention coz never go math remedial today...haix nvm tml ask friend help me make parent letter then give teacher can liao hoho~~
Thats all for today ba, nights ppl!!!
Sky Prophecy7:48 AM
Boring day in school T.T don't know why but ky today seem a bit moody, wonder what had happened to him...maybe its becoz of what i've done...hope not ><
How i wish i can cure this problem of mine....why am i always thinking so much?? Futhermore its always on the negative side...if only i can looked at the positive side of life and only the positive side *sigh*
A friend of mine gave me an advice today, "Never made somebody your everything, cause when they're gone, you're left with nothing" Makes alot of sense, too bad i never found out earlier...
I know that the past is nothing but mere beautiful memories and that we shouldn't live in the past but move towards the future...but sometimes, i just can't help but feel that my life in the past was way better...
Nowadays everyone seem to be so distant from one another...its like we're all cautious of one another even though we're friends, family or even closer than that...wonder what went wrong...what can i do to prevent that from happening...can anyone teach/tell me what should i do???? 10 years down the road are we still be able to even be friends...i don't wanna imagine about that...
What should i do if 10 years down the road and we all become strangers??? I really hope that day will never come
Sky Prophecy1:54 PM
What a boring Sunday today was T.T
Nothing interesting at all except when i went out to help my mom "dabao"(AGAIN) saw a cute little dog that follow me all the way to the coffeeshop then back to my house LOL damn kawaii~
Was quite happy today actually, talked with friends and especially someone in particular. Though its quite obvious is who la haha!!
Learn a very interesting and meaningful sentence today, "Only the one that you love the most, has the ability to hurt you the deepest" So true la, experience it more than just once @.@
Besides that, pratically slept the whole day away X.X till girl girl(my dog) bite my pants and woke me up
Looking forward to tml becoz might be going out with laopa and that stupid bimbo =]
Nights ppl, gtg sleep liao
Sky Prophecy8:35 AM
Today was quite a joyful day.
Woke up with a nightmare, wonderful...
Use com while hoping that someone in particular would contact me but sadly didn't. Then waited for Laopa(Joel) to come my house and we went to Sembawang Park.
Wasted 55cents in the bus because before we even reach Sembawang, my stupid mei msg me asking us to meet her. Stupid mei aka xueyan lol!!!
She damn fun to tease la. Uber gong and sotong de. U guys should try it sometime =p
Walk around with her in northpoint, was fun joking with her and laopa especially when we're at Old Chang Kee. Laopa damn ass la, go make fun of mei and the aunties selling food at Old Chang Kee BUT!!! it was fun xD
After sending mei off at the bus interchange, we move on to Sembawang Park again.
The road there was long,LONG!!! But we damn high la, singing our hearts out while WALKING THERE!!!
Reach the park around evening, went to the beach to take pic of sunset but too bad, too many ships were blocking !@#$%
The park were said to be hunted, but yet we saw nothing of supernatural things...what a letdown T.T
Well rest of the day just took bus home and now blogging ba
