School is so boring to me though "O" level is coming soon, hais...still a slacker...damn what to do??!! At least i've finally done something right today, by making the bond between me,ky,hx and joel thick like before again. This time was better becoz last time when me,hx and joel used to hang out, there weren't ky so now finally able to drag all of us closer again. Damn happy la, this few days we're like drifting apart becoz of me...(sad to say, lousy leader) good thing i did some reflections during english class(ignoring lessons as usual), even went so far as doing a mind-map for it!!! (if only studies can be as hardworking LOL!!!!)
Good thing even ky now starts hanging out with us already. Went to play CS with them haha i own la!!! Though all of them did too ^^ finally i'm starting to make my life better huh?? Hope so, afterall destiny is in our hand, not happy with it?? Change it with our own two hands instead of whining and crying over it ==
Hais...every word u said is always like arrows fire straight through my heart...it hurts...i'll be lying is i said i'm not sad or i don't care, but the world won't allow me to whine for all my life...life still have to go on, might as well live happily and treasure every moment with everyone while i'm still alive and kicking =3 i promise myself and ky(well practically just myself) that i have to change, change back to the old me where its more positive and cheerful. Well today i did that =] it feels great, body feels light.
I guess the greatest achievement i've made in my life is that i've met a bunch of really great, GREAT friends. They stood by me when i'm at my lowest, we've shared lots of pain and laughter together. The bond is just so thick that i can't imagine what my life will be if i never met them at all...i really can't imagine that happening nor do i wish for that to happen..i'm glad i establish a "family" that will shared secrets with one another. Don't need to rush, even a little is great!! At least it will made us closer to one another =]
Well pretty much crap for today coz boring day in school la!!!! Besides black out twice, nothing interesting happened at all!!! If only something can happen, even small things like someone faint i also happy liao. LOL sadist? i know =X tml probably will have to go detention coz never go math remedial today...haix nvm tml ask friend help me make parent letter then give teacher can liao hoho~~
Thats all for today ba, nights ppl!!!
