Its been a month since i started school. Happy sia, made a lot of new friends, new clique and new life. Grades also not bad, not going up nor going down...haha!
But im starting to find that i am losing my old friends...even those that are close to me like family in the past...i always thought that our bonds are thick like blood, that nothing can break us apart, that we will always stay together, supporting and be there for one another...but now i found out that this bond is actually fragile like glass..What happen to all those oath and friendship msgs that we sent to each and everyone?! Are they just sent for the sake of sending? Everyone is like so different now..got their new friends, new clique also but to extend of forgetting the old ones? Treating one another so coldly to the verge of nearing strangers? How the hell u all forget those times that we have spent together so easily? Yes, i know that ppl shouldnt live in the past, ppl changes with new friends and surrounding, must look towards the future blah blah blah. But arent we more closer than just normal friends? Will we pass each another one day without even saying a word of "Hi"? I guess i should start planning a day where everyone hangs out together. But will everyone truly enjoy from the bottom of their heart? Will we even laugh like we used to? Carefree and true? I dont even know anymore. I have no idea what to do?
